Happy Mother's day Mom! I think of this time next year and wonder, "will I be a Mom? What kind of mother will I be?" Oh the pensive thoughts... It's funny though, when I think of myself as a mother, I visualize my own mom. I remember her affirming words and smile. She was and still is always quick to let us know we're "ok", we are doing a great job, or she's proud. Mom always was able to bring a smile to my face, or make me laugh - still is. I can call her up and tell that she may be tired, but once she knows it me, she perks right up as if I've just made her day (and I know she's still tired!). On days I'm just "blah" - my first instinct is to call mom and see if she wants to shop or hang out. I told Roscoe, just walking into their condo, makes my muscles relax! It's crazy! Their condo has the Peterson scent, but it's a scent that evokes peace, calm, and safety for me. I want this for my children. I want their immediate thoughts of their mother to be so positive and filled with love. It sounds cliche but I guess i just can't explain it the way I feel it.
So Mom, Happy Mother's Day and I only hope to be the kind of Mom to Micah that you are to Joel and I :)
1 year ago
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Hi Jolya!
You have done so well at showing a glimpse of the special bond you and your mom have. I totally agree with your sentiment, too. My mom is always happy to talk to me. She gets so giddy and excited. Ok. Some of that reaction might have something to do with the fact that I'm so far away and we don't get to talk as much anymore. but still. I know without a doubt that my mom really LIKES me, in addition to loving me. She is a completely safe zone for me to be whoever I am - the best, the worst, the silliest, the most selfish, the most annoying. No matter what, I know she loves me. I can tell that your mom provides the same security and acceptance for you, too. Isn't it grand? :-) God was so kind to bless us w/ such wonderful, loving mamas!
I know you're going to be a wonderful, loving mama who makes your kids feel like a millioin bucks, too, Jolya! How exciting!!!! I can't wait to meet Micah soon after I get back! Yay!!!
Love ya, toots.
bye
- Kate
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